Thursday, April 22, 2010
To be or not to be? I say 42.
Post no. 84
Rhymes with more, chore, whore, score, bore, lore, fore, core, door, shore etc.
Sometime days seems like a chore of rinse and repeat. Luckily there are more things in my day lately and it seems like a chore of finding enough time to do it all in. What a change. What a drastic change. And at such a late stage. Thankfully not too late. Although an accident could change all that. Some slight of hand by Fate pulling that sleeve card out, with a smirk on its face. I'm sure Fate has cards. And a poker face. When you receive something someone has to give it up.
I had a pretty good two weeks' break and was able to experience a different world. The world of fandom is pretty cool and strangely alien. Working on an event over two weekends that held approximately 29,000 patrons and I processed, all by myself, over 600 patrons gave me more of a confidence boost and positive energy I have been desperately needing.
Some people live by take one step at a time and I am wishing I could do more by living by doing something each day that scares you. Not being in control is scary. Not understanding and not having the ability to communicate and be understood is scary. I think taking things a day at a time and experiencing the great spectrum of emotions our fragile beings are able to comprehend is amazing.
Funny, sickly defrag by watching a Bogart film and liking the investigator story. Loving the cinematography and the dialogue. The portrayal of women and foreigners is classic. If only my words could play out in real life with such absurd astuteness and accepted with no argument. Strange how human greed can bring people together but they are still selfish and alone.
Tired now. Must get some sleep before the sinuses start playing up again.
Rhymes with more, chore, whore, score, bore, lore, fore, core, door, shore etc.
Sometime days seems like a chore of rinse and repeat. Luckily there are more things in my day lately and it seems like a chore of finding enough time to do it all in. What a change. What a drastic change. And at such a late stage. Thankfully not too late. Although an accident could change all that. Some slight of hand by Fate pulling that sleeve card out, with a smirk on its face. I'm sure Fate has cards. And a poker face. When you receive something someone has to give it up.
I had a pretty good two weeks' break and was able to experience a different world. The world of fandom is pretty cool and strangely alien. Working on an event over two weekends that held approximately 29,000 patrons and I processed, all by myself, over 600 patrons gave me more of a confidence boost and positive energy I have been desperately needing.
Some people live by take one step at a time and I am wishing I could do more by living by doing something each day that scares you. Not being in control is scary. Not understanding and not having the ability to communicate and be understood is scary. I think taking things a day at a time and experiencing the great spectrum of emotions our fragile beings are able to comprehend is amazing.
Funny, sickly defrag by watching a Bogart film and liking the investigator story. Loving the cinematography and the dialogue. The portrayal of women and foreigners is classic. If only my words could play out in real life with such absurd astuteness and accepted with no argument. Strange how human greed can bring people together but they are still selfish and alone.
Tired now. Must get some sleep before the sinuses start playing up again.
// posted by Sooki Monster @ 9:49 PM 
