Sunday, October 05, 2003
The 12th Post
Gee, reading other ppls blogs makes me wonder why I post my mental musings at all. Everyone else's seems to be more impactful with meaningful insights into human nature, love, romance, heartbreak and the general kitchen dealings of life itself. The torrid ups and downs on the waves of emotions, failures, struggles and triumphs.... It's all so technical.
Life is like an RPG. Don't argue with me that it's not because an RPG is based on taking on the role of another person's life.
Sometimes when ur on the road and u think that if you hit a car you don't have a reset button. Or if you break your favourite cup that you had since you were small and it held so much sentimental value, you can't got to a previous save game that has it on there an load it. Ehhh, so wish I had a memory stick to save all of the good stuff on. Also if you do happen to die, ther is no respawn point, save point or check point. I was so disappointed to find out that we think death is finite, or not so finite if you include the afterlife or heaven or hell or the limbo or the purgatory zones. Not to mention the ever cyclic circle of time where you die and just get spat out a womb again. That line sounds politically incorrect. I bet childbirth is an arduous and stressing moment in your life.
Gosh. I am lucky to have led such a sheltered, priveledged and fairly simple life. It's good. I guess I could liken myself to one of those NPC's. They just go about their daily pre-programmed routines and nothing substantially original happens. No random factors. But then there is always random factors.
Please, tell me if there is a Reset switch, or a checkpoint that I may have missed along my path, and maybe, just maybe, tell me if there is a save game I can go back to.
***sigh***
Things always move forward. No matter how much you want to go back to a previous state of time, it is always passing you by if you try and stop. And the world goes on. Move on, it's all you can do. Don't swim against the tide of time, it's futile and you can never take a step forward when you want to always go back.
Gee, reading other ppls blogs makes me wonder why I post my mental musings at all. Everyone else's seems to be more impactful with meaningful insights into human nature, love, romance, heartbreak and the general kitchen dealings of life itself. The torrid ups and downs on the waves of emotions, failures, struggles and triumphs.... It's all so technical.
Life is like an RPG. Don't argue with me that it's not because an RPG is based on taking on the role of another person's life.
Sometimes when ur on the road and u think that if you hit a car you don't have a reset button. Or if you break your favourite cup that you had since you were small and it held so much sentimental value, you can't got to a previous save game that has it on there an load it. Ehhh, so wish I had a memory stick to save all of the good stuff on. Also if you do happen to die, ther is no respawn point, save point or check point. I was so disappointed to find out that we think death is finite, or not so finite if you include the afterlife or heaven or hell or the limbo or the purgatory zones. Not to mention the ever cyclic circle of time where you die and just get spat out a womb again. That line sounds politically incorrect. I bet childbirth is an arduous and stressing moment in your life.
Gosh. I am lucky to have led such a sheltered, priveledged and fairly simple life. It's good. I guess I could liken myself to one of those NPC's. They just go about their daily pre-programmed routines and nothing substantially original happens. No random factors. But then there is always random factors.
Please, tell me if there is a Reset switch, or a checkpoint that I may have missed along my path, and maybe, just maybe, tell me if there is a save game I can go back to.
***sigh***
Things always move forward. No matter how much you want to go back to a previous state of time, it is always passing you by if you try and stop. And the world goes on. Move on, it's all you can do. Don't swim against the tide of time, it's futile and you can never take a step forward when you want to always go back.
// posted by Sooki Monster @ 11:44 PM 
